Weird Autumn

By Quinn Newell
The grass was yellow-dead that year. I remember.
Teething straw-like at our hard, dry heels. We cut
through a stranger’s backyard to reach our field.
The witch-burning pyre. Dry as Death. Yesterday
I’d made forts in the leaves
with friends. Little unknowing creature
playing in the red-orange dandruff
of the maples. Now the others were gone and
I remained alone
among the black sheep bones, kindling for
some sacrificial ritual I had never
been privy to.
I thought it was as game
at first.
Their deliberate silence. The peeling back
of branches to peer at me over the shoulder of the fence.
The adults had left us to our own devices. The trees
were dawning their smoked apple tailcoats. From behind me
a match-strike like breaking a tooth. Down the street
the doldrums of the season began to toll
and I know. We all know.
It is Autumn
again.
Audio recording of ‘Weird Autumn’, written and read by Quinn Newell
Quinn Newell

Quinn Newell (they/them) is a poetry and fiction writer from the midwest with a BA in English from Indiana University South Bend. They write to explore their fascination with the weird and surreal, often exploring themes of identity, mental health, childhood, the fear of bugs crawling on them in the dead of night, and other late night irrational phobias. Their work can also be found in MudRoom Mag and Swim Press.

Photo credit: Lukasz Szmigiel