Weird Autumn
By Quinn Newell
The grass was yellow-dead that year. I remember. Teething straw-like at our hard, dry heels. We cut through a stranger’s backyard to reach our field. The witch-burning pyre. Dry as Death. Yesterday I’d made forts in the leaves with friends. Little unknowing creature playing in the red-orange dandruff of the maples. Now the others were gone and I remained alone among the black sheep bones, kindling for some sacrificial ritual I had never been privy to. I thought it was as game at first. Their deliberate silence. The peeling back of branches to peer at me over the shoulder of the fence. The adults had left us to our own devices. The trees were dawning their smoked apple tailcoats. From behind me a match-strike like breaking a tooth. Down the street the doldrums of the season began to toll and I know. We all know. It is Autumn again.
Quinn Newell
Quinn Newell (they/them) is a poetry and fiction writer from the midwest with a BA in English from Indiana University South Bend. They write to explore their fascination with the weird and surreal, often exploring themes of identity, mental health, childhood, the fear of bugs crawling on them in the dead of night, and other late night irrational phobias. Their work can also be found in MudRoom Mag and Swim Press.

Photo credit: Lukasz Szmigiel

